Wednesday, May 19, 2010

...not as I will, but as You Will

Lord, help me to meet your Will. Help me to put my desires aside and to focus on what your provision is for my works. You say that I was saved so I could do good works. Well, I am signing up for these good works and will wait for your directions. As I wait in anticipation for Your movement, prepare my heart and mind so that I can receive Your Wisdom.

I cannot deny what you are doing in my marriage even though I still have much judgement and confusion for what happened and for what I want and desire. For I truly know when I can really let go of our past, it is until then in your perfect timing, I must be patient and pursue this inner Love that resides in me.

Thank you for putting me at ground zero. For I really have had everything destroyed in my life. But, I cry out to you 'O great restorer for your mercies and grace to be granted in my life and those around me. Increasing our vision and hearing to admonish Your works. Prepare us a heart of flesh from our hardened hearts, light us with Holy Fire for the glory and advancement of Your Kingdom.

Lord God, I can only say that You are going to do what You are going to do. But, I know that I must ask for You to prepare my heart and mind to receive Your Wisdom, because I am unable to prepare it myself- unworthy for Your Holiness. But it is not about me... IT IS ALL ABOUT YOU. I can, with Your help, come before the foot of the cross and fall to my knees, letting go my past and the promise of Your future in me. It is my prayer that You send prosperity now, in the name of Jesus, Amen.

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