Things I need to surrender:

- idleness
- doubt in having a job provided to me
- resentment vs. my wife in how she has taken the kids to a far away place
- pain in missing my girls
- my emptiness

I carried a ton of resentment towards my wife and that just seemed to make trouble in my life quadruple. I cut out Facebook, playing games w/ my wife, talking to my wife; being non-social. But once I kinda let go, a lot of the burden was also let go.

As I am today, my 'life' seems dehydrated. Dead as a result of living on my own values; or the world values and not keeping my faith in my Lord.

live by faith and not by sight.

I CAN:

- live w/out my girls until spring
- God will provide a job for me
- Things are going to be all right

6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.